12/11/2014

My viva experience


I've been meaning to write about my viva experience. It is after the last few hectic weeks that I have finally had time to let it all sink in... and that I am ready to blog about my experience, and am finally ready to end this blog (or perhaps this blog will continue as an anecdote on my personal experiences as an academician)....

I had my viva through Skype. I was apprehensive, although I have in preparation, attended a few dissertation defense (that's what it's called in the US), including two sessions that where held through Skype. My school was kind enough to hold it online, as I could not return to the US due to visa restrictions (I have a two year residency clause). I think the most crucial part that I absolutely had to be there, was the proposal defense, which I blogged about here. Anyway, luckily for my dissertation defense, I had one committee member who was absolutely fantastic with technology and he helped set it up and made sure everything went alright. In my school, they already had a pre-viva meeting to discuss about the dissertation. I think they only had two options: proceed or do not proceed with the dissertation defense. Hence the meeting was to determine if the dissertation was defensible and of doctoral quality or not. So if you had the defense date set up, I think it means you passed, unless you screw up majorly during the dissertation defense.

It lasted two hours. I had a 15 minute power point presentation, then the moderator (someone outside of the School) led the committee in two rounds of questioning. Here are some of the things I should have anticipated or wished I had done more:

1. Think about all aspects of your research: rationale, methodology, research questions, data analysis, and conclusions
2. Who are your committee members? I had two externals (including the moderator) and they were outside of the discipline. I did not anticipate the questions that they were going to ask (i.e. unexpected questions on methodology)
3. Think about your findings carefully; if they were not significant, why? Speculate also on surprising or unexpected findings, but in a way that make sense and is supported by prior research
4. Discussion section: Where is the critique of the theory? I think this is typical of Asian students. We are often afraid to questions scholar's work in the area we are working on. As PhD students we should be able to think critically and analytically about the theory we are using
5. Get enough rest! I was so keyed up in the last few days that I did not rest enough. If you did the research you should be familiar with your work. Have confidence that you know your material and relax in the last few days so you are fresh and ready on the day yourself
6. If possible, get tips from your advisor and have a practice session. I was lucky that I had a supportive and wonderful advisor who guided me throughly during the whole process. She also briefed me on what to expect and that helped a lot. Your advisor can make or break your thesis. It's important to get along well with him/her.

I don't think I did well. But I worked hard and to get here is an achievement on itself. Looking back, I can't believe I did all this in five years and four months. And yes, it's all worth it in the end.

11/03/2014

Date is set!


Date for viva is set. I am not sure how to feel. I am relieved that it's going to finally happen, scared that I did not do a good enough job, and am worrying about technical glitches (it's going to be via Skype), on top of being apprehensive about the questions they are going to ask me... 

There's also the moderator. She's going to be from Psychology. Someone I don't know so I am not sure how that's going to go over. 

Crossing my fingers that it's going to be OK and not too awful. Need to have a practice session soon. Will blog later after it's over.

10/22/2014

So close to the end


Came back home for good in August. Now it's October.

Did the write up for Chapter 4. Got corrections. Sent in revised version. Got another correction. Revised Chapter 4. Wrote Chapter 5. Got guides on how to write Chapter 5. This week, am trying to submit Final Dissertation Draft, and final feedback. Viva will be scheduled sometime in November (hopefully). There will however be a pre-viva meeting to decide if the dissertation is defensible. I hope so, since I already applied for graduation!

I have a mixture of emotions: fear, apprehension, doubt, impending relief, and also gratitude (to my advisor). She has helped a lot in guiding me (especially with the statistics), and I hope the draft will be good enough to defend.

Can't wait to get this over, and finished!

 

8/07/2014

Data analysis


Tomorrow, will be closing my surveys. I have enough respondents I think... 

Yesterday, met with my SV for data analysis and next week, there will be another meeting. I feel OK even though I suspect some results will not go as I expect (that's kind of normal, right? You just have to play with the data and provide the proper interpretation)....

We are also busy tying up loose ends. I can't believe we are almost saying goodbye to the place we have called our second home for the last five years. It's been bitter sweet; I've met unhelpful and rude people, but I have also met sweet and kind people along the way. It's been a learning experience and I don't regret any of it. I might have done a few things differently but... 

Hence, this chapter is almost ending. And I am feeling sad, but also excited... It's time to settle this and embark on another journey.